"When Your Feelings Are Hurt"

I recently had an intense discussion with someone I love without measure. It went south. Pretty quickly. It wasn't supposed to go in that direction, but it did. I guess we hit a nerve on each other because it changed my whole outlook and perception of them. I mean this hurt my feelings. I don't know if we're ever going to come back from this, I really don't know. It hurts just to think that... Us? Really? A HUGE misunderstanding that may lead to the dissolution of our once close relationship. The damage has been done, and I don't think it'll ever be the same. Not anymore. Prayerfully, we can get back to the trust and fun we had, but not if the mindset is the same. I have to step away from this one. It's way too close to my heart. Please pray for me, because this person is my life. I'd take a bullet for them. I know I'm going on and on, but I can't let it go! It's just that the person is SO important to me and I'm crushed.

I feel lonely, and my heart is aching. But I knew it would eventually happen, you know, us getting into it about that subject. It took a couple of days, but we are speaking. I still feel funny about everything, but I'm open to talking it out more later. Much later, but I have to let go and allow them to grow. This is one of the hardest things I've had to do. Letting go is never easy, especially when you've been so close.

Anyway, thanks for listening. I know this has been a little different, but this is why I started the blog. A safe space to express how you feel or someone to relate to when life is tough.

Until next time,

Jae ❤️